There's a future worth fighting for.
5/13/10 11:30 PM
Hello bloggers! I know that I promised I'd be updating as much as possible, but... it's either I'm
not in the mood to update, I REALLY forget to.. or I have no topic to talk about.
It's been practically, 2 months since I've last updated and I guess you can call that a
mini-hiatus and I hope that wouldn't repeat anytime soon unless loaded with school work. I've been stressing over at the fact that I have
not much money left and I still have a month of vacation. My Mom was suggesting me to go Summer Job at our franchise shop, and I'm still thinking if I should go for it or not. I'd most probably go for it, I'd be needing money as many as possible, as I
still plan to go out any time this one month left of summer!
Anyway, Summer's been an-okay one, not a fantastic "living the life" everyday type of summer(and I never really had a summer like that EVER) but this one's probably way better than the last year one. I was pretty much a huge major bum last year... which made me even fatter, ugh awful memories. :(
Guess what?
I'm having braces NEXT WEEK WEDNESDAY and I'm scared sh1tless yet buzzing of excitement at the same time.. But, I'm a bit more hardcore, I'm getting my last baby tooth removed at the same appointment, then braces right away...
Kill me now? Yes please!!! Hahah. Just kidding, just wish me a HUGE LUCK! I'll definitely be needing it, and a person who I can freaking squeeze their hand when I'm in paaain... since my mom might not be able to be there , hahah. No moral support then for me! Oh well, I'll be able to do it... maybe if I keep telling myself that, I'll
really be able to.
I'll probably look like a total geek-mode person, but who caares! A hot one right? HAHAH kidding kidding :) Glasses + Braces = ME by Next week wednesday!! Yikes. I actually would've thought that I'd be getting braces around next year summer, since my teeth didn't look like it was growing and all... but it turned out it is, and the one last baby tooth of mine is stopping it from going down further!
I'm so excited in knowing my class, and who will be almost like my brothers and sisters for the next school year, and for the fact that I will be HS already... I know that I've discussed this before already, but it's getting nearer, and I just realize I'm not
that scared anymore. I still am, but for some new different reasons I don't really feel like blabbing it all out. :)
But I reaaally want to focus on studies this school year. Drama and Boys can wait, studies can't... not really? :P
So, I'll probably end it here. And I'll try to update as much as possible, but I can't promise you that I will, but know that I'll never abandon this one. I've been with my blogspot for 5 years already, still not ready to lose you yet! I've thought of it yes, but I know I can't really do it.. Too much memories :D
Cause i have photographs and memories of the times
When you weren't on my mind and I was alone.
And I have poetry and drawings of my life
When you weren't on my side and I didn't know
Just what is love... - Photographs and Memories, Jason Reeves
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