Who knew you'd turn into such a bitch?
2/4/11 11:46 PM
Okay, I know my post probably wouldn't make much sense right now... But, forgive me, I'm really on my ranting mode right now because I'm
so fucking pissed. In General. In someone. And in their attitudes.
Just to warn you, I'm not planning to name names, at all. I don't even know if I should play out the whole scenario since,
you'll never know who'll be lurking around my blogger
Don't you just hate it when people try to control your life? People that you consider your close friends? Control you as if you're their personal doll that they can either toy with? As if you're like their Sims character?
Well, I
hate it. I absolutely loathe it. Curse it to death. I just don't get why they want to control someone else's life. Is their own lives too easy to handle that they need someone else's life to control or even destroy? For what though? For their own satisfactory, or just because they have a grudge over this person so much?
I hate it especially if it's one of your best friends who's trying to control you - your life. Telling you what to do, and what not to do, be friends with someone, and fight with someone. It's like their not even letting you comprehend what you're supposed to do. The fact that they get mad at you whenever you don't do what they ask you do to. I mean, it's
MY life isn't it? Shouldn't it be
ME who controls my own life? The way I want it?
Yeah, I know I'd probably have tons of mistakes along the way - tons of mistakes till I get everything right, and till I get what I want. But, at least I can say that next time I encounter familiar problems, I'd know what to avoid, and I'd know where to pass. At least I
could say that I've passed through tons of obstacles, and nothing can stop me from now, y'know?
And, it hurts when you analyze it. It makes you wonder why they're trying to control your life. Is it because they don't like how you've been treating your life? For a best friend POV, I guess that would still be understandable. But it's also saying that as if your best friend doesn't trust how you act your life.
Best friends aren't suppose to JUDGE you. They're suppose to support you, yet be there to call out your wrongdoings. But they shouldn't back stab you, they shouldn't disobey your wishes and your needs. They shouldn't turn their backs against you right away just because you've done something they didn't like. They're suppose to
hear you out, not abandon you.
Sure, I guess at first the best friend has the right to get pissed or ignore you but that's probably because they're
disappointed in you. But they can't stay mad at you forever, because THEY need you, just like YOU need them.
If you want me to realize what you think it wrong. If you want me to realize what's wrong in this situation, you can't just bitch at me. And turn behind my back, and start showing and creating rumors without even
CONFRONTING ME. I mean, where the fuck did the, "You're my best friend" or "You're one of my closest friends" speech go? Where the fuck did it go?
And, don't be a hypocrite. You don't have the nerve to be mad at me, especially since YOU did it to. You did that act. You can't call out my mistakes because you did it too, and frankly, you're
still doing it. Unintentionally or intentionally, either way - you're still doing it.
*Just so you know, this hasn't happened to me. Its happening to someone, and that person is being a hypocritical person. So just think what you do before you act okay?
Don't do something bad that could ruin someone else's life or relationship with someone just because you're still bitter with something she said that happened before that would unlikely jeopardize your relationship now.
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