Everything I need is You.
6/8/11 6:39 PM
Hello blogging world! It feels like forever since I've stumbled across my blogspot, and let's just say I really miss this. I've always find joy and peace whenever I type my feelings out, or just write stories and read stories.
That's who I am. And lately, I haven't been doing those things that much. Well, the typing and the writing stories. I don't know why though... I feel like I
think that I don't have much time for those things - but I guess the sloth part of me takes over and tells me not to. Those temptations....
Anyway, this year. School year of Sophomore, I feel this one would be a good one, and I'd get my focus right back on track :) I just realized a few things during my vacation in States on how important focusing in studies would be... I mean, of course I could still slack off from time to time, but don't take
everything for granted. For example, just because it's an English subject - or Filipino (yeah, I'd like to think I'm pretty good at those subjects), I wouldn't study anymore and just gunshot and hope for the best (not that I do that..... just a little tad bit!)
I just realized y'know that if you really want to be successful in the future, don't just slack off and keep telling yourself
"There's still next year for that! Who cares for now. Let's just have fun!"
You can have fun while focusing and concentrating on your studies anyway, right? There's always time for everything. Time for fun, time for studying. I've went to different states in the US, and suddenly... I've dreamt of living there, studying there. It just looks so surreal and such a high thing to achieve. Imagine that, studying at one of the ivy league schools and to graduate from that school! With masters degrees... it's surely going to be an amazing feeling :)
Anyway, future aside! I'm too excited that I have no other words for the upcoming camp of YFC this weekend!!! First camp of the school year. First camp as me in one of the core!! I'm too excited, really. And I've been having bad days lately, and I just can't wait to take it all out, and let God handle it for me. To let him guide me in the right away, because I know everything happens the way he plans it. Even if it has it's turns and stops, trials and temptations -
in the end, we'd be where we want to be and where He wants us to be.
I'm just glad that I got to join the first camp in my freshmen year, and that I've met the best batch and people in the world! YFC really makes you feel so welcome and loved. Like, when you have problems, they'll be there for you. Ready to listen and to give a shoulder to cry on, and to pray/worship with you, and simply just to let you smile and not worry about a thing. ♥
I've been praying that this camp will be successful, and the new participants would feel welcome and learn to love YFC just as how much we love it! (Dang, I sound so old.. hahaha)
That's all for now I guess. Hehehe I'm looking forward for this weekend, and to take this stress out. I looooove you, Lord!
"Look there below, see the child
Trembling by her father's side
Now I can tell You why
She is why You must die" - Why by Nicole Nordeman
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