It hung heavy above your head;

Busy bee!

8/31/11 10:37 PM

Just a short post, I am bored in between my SS project, and my Chem LT2 studying, so I have decided to take this personality test that I have gotten from Kakay Tugot's website! It's pretty funny how accurate and true most of it is. Anyway, here you go :)

YOUR VIEW ON YOURSELF: *I like view on myself, because I like to believe I'm a peace maker, and people do say that I listen to everyone's views first and I am very nice, soooo yeah happy about this result!*
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

THE TYPE OF BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND YOU'RE LOOKING FOR:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

YOUR READINESS TO COMMIT TO A RELATIONSHIP: *This is oddly accurate, honestly! About the getting to know the person very well before committing*
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

THE SERIOUNESS OF YOUR LOVE:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

YOUR VIEWS ON EDUCATION: *'Nuff said, foo!*
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

THE RIGHT JOB FOR YOU: *Agreed, actually! I do have a lot of dream jobs, and until now, sophomore year, I'm slightly undecided for my course :(*
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

HOW DO YOU VIEW SUCCESS:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

WHAT ARE YOU MOST AFRAID OF: *This is once again, oddly accurate! Scary how tests can be so true, huh?*
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

WHO IS YOUR TRUE SELF:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

I'm sorry but you will see an asterisk beside each, which shows my thoughts and comments about it! Hehehe yes, I am bored so forgive me :)

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On a gloomy weather.

7/27/11 5:08 PM

Hi guys! It's currently raining now, not so hard, but it is definitely raining.
These are the times when you just want to hide under your comforter, aircon on, hot chocolate by your side, and either watching a chick-flick movie... or reading a good book. Well, that's what I'd do on a gloomy day. Haha!

Have you ever had that feeling that whenever you don't text this person for a day or two, you'd feel weird.. and you're sooooo tempted to text him/her, even just for awhile? To satisfy the burning need to just talk to them?
It's pretty weird... to have that feeling, I mean. I'd never thought I'd get that feeling, and the anxiety to just give up the thing you guys are fighting over and just talk to them. To let them have the chance, to win on that stupid childish thing you guys are fighting for, just so you could talk to them. Maybe it's because it's been an habitual thing - you texting each other, that even by the end of the day, without a text, or a short conversation, a smile, or ANYTHING AT ALL you'd feel as if something's wrong. Or maybe it's because you're starting to get attached to the person already, and starting to develop feelings for them. Hmm maybe maybe!

I've always had issues with people who become too attached with someone, and start yabbering about the "She's my life now"; "I can't live without her"; "She's everything"; crapload of it. Dunno, I guess you counter me by saying it's because I've never experienced that feeling yet so I don't know what you're talking about. Hmm MAYBE YOU'RE RIGHT. But I assure you, I wouldn't be those type of girls who circle my life around my boyfriend, and choke them, and expect them to always have me there 24/7, and practically control their life.
Yeah, we'd be in a relationship, but that doesn't mean I would be keeping him from what he enjoys, and from what he does with his friends and family. If I do, it's as if I'm changing him... then what type of a bitch am I to say that I love that person, when it turns out, I'm trying to change him after all, right? I'm not sure if I'm making sense anymore... But, that's what I think of it as. When you love someone, you love them for WHO THEY ARE, so why should you control their life and stop them from doing things they enjoy? It's as if you're saying that you never really loved them at all. So yeah, I just don't get at times why they do that. Their 'I love yous' wouldn't make sense. If I actually become a girlfriend who's like that, PLEASE do slap me and scream at my face. I'd appreciate it x93028493573847 :)

Another issue I actually have with is, PDA. I'm fine with couples holding hands, hugging, and all. But please, always do keep in mind, YOU'RE IN A PUBLIC AREA. If it's just the two of you, then go ahead! Knock yourselves out. But if you're in a mall, or a party, or a family gathering... keep it G-rated. Respect on others please. It's really disturbing to see people do serious public displays of affection. I know you're in love, I know you guys can't get enough of each other... do it subtle then. Don't like it's just the two of you in the world, and just leave the other people in misery and awkward situation. Trust me, it is NOT fun. Especially if it's the couple + a guy friend/girl friend = a.k.a. Third Wheel!!! Totally not fun if the couple is major PDA, and it's pretty obvious they can't keep their hands to themselves. It's as if you just want to bury yourself in a hole, and shout to them "LEAVE ME, IT'S FINE. GO DO YOUR BUSINESS" or you just simply want to walk faster and get away from the lovebirds. =))

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Everything I need is You.

6/8/11 6:39 PM

Hello blogging world! It feels like forever since I've stumbled across my blogspot, and let's just say I really miss this. I've always find joy and peace whenever I type my feelings out, or just write stories and read stories.
That's who I am. And lately, I haven't been doing those things that much. Well, the typing and the writing stories. I don't know why though... I feel like I think that I don't have much time for those things - but I guess the sloth part of me takes over and tells me not to. Those temptations....

Anyway, this year. School year of Sophomore, I feel this one would be a good one, and I'd get my focus right back on track :) I just realized a few things during my vacation in States on how important focusing in studies would be... I mean, of course I could still slack off from time to time, but don't take everything for granted. For example, just because it's an English subject - or Filipino (yeah, I'd like to think I'm pretty good at those subjects), I wouldn't study anymore and just gunshot and hope for the best (not that I do that..... just a little tad bit!)
I just realized y'know that if you really want to be successful in the future, don't just slack off and keep telling yourself "There's still next year for that! Who cares for now. Let's just have fun!"
You can have fun while focusing and concentrating on your studies anyway, right? There's always time for everything. Time for fun, time for studying. I've went to different states in the US, and suddenly... I've dreamt of living there, studying there. It just looks so surreal and such a high thing to achieve. Imagine that, studying at one of the ivy league schools and to graduate from that school! With masters degrees... it's surely going to be an amazing feeling :)

Anyway, future aside! I'm too excited that I have no other words for the upcoming camp of YFC this weekend!!! First camp of the school year. First camp as me in one of the core!! I'm too excited, really. And I've been having bad days lately, and I just can't wait to take it all out, and let God handle it for me. To let him guide me in the right away, because I know everything happens the way he plans it. Even if it has it's turns and stops, trials and temptations - in the end, we'd be where we want to be and where He wants us to be.

I'm just glad that I got to join the first camp in my freshmen year, and that I've met the best batch and people in the world! YFC really makes you feel so welcome and loved. Like, when you have problems, they'll be there for you. Ready to listen and to give a shoulder to cry on, and to pray/worship with you, and simply just to let you smile and not worry about a thing. ♥
I've been praying that this camp will be successful, and the new participants would feel welcome and learn to love YFC just as how much we love it! (Dang, I sound so old.. hahaha)
That's all for now I guess. Hehehe I'm looking forward for this weekend, and to take this stress out. I looooove you, Lord!

"Look there below, see the child
Trembling by her father's side
Now I can tell You why
She is why You must die" - Why by Nicole Nordeman

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